It’s tempting to conclude
that we’re a spirt looking out-
a shackled fragment of divinity…
But if we
see the inside of our eyes
hear the inside of our ears
feel the inside of our skin-
Aren’t we outside looking in?
It’s tempting to conclude
that we’re a spirt looking out-
a shackled fragment of divinity…
But if we
see the inside of our eyes
hear the inside of our ears
feel the inside of our skin-
Aren’t we outside looking in?
think of how the stars aligned
and died
and tossed tiny pieces of you
into infinity
before amassing into a ball
and another ball
cooling and cracking
settling, shifting
eating, splitting
building structures
linking them to higher systems
sensing light
learning to spawn
and swim
and crawl
and walk
and talk
and sing
and think
learning to forget it all
certainty
a single stalk of youth
united in the upward climb
towards what I did not care to know
now begins the great construction
to reveal the purpose of my content
still I fear what may happen
if I dare to open and
expand
the old machines
of modern mind
find “the Fight” in everything
nothing dances
nothing sighs
when senseless quantifying blinds
on fragile threads
it tightly clings
around the neck of life it wrings
carving paths
from this to that
winding, growing, storing fats
within borders
thinly real
tuning out what sensors feel
can’t disconnect
can’t see below
can’t ever know what mountains know
trickly stream
melting snow
show loyalty by letting go
decompose
rotting stump
admit there’s grace in giving up
The tallest conifer
does not stoop
or find shame in height
it endures the creatures
who find home within its flesh
or build homes out of its flesh
and when great winds blow
it bends greatly.
Nothing goes unbent
by flowing torrential
environs yet
from fresh start
to timely end
the spirit sticks
and all skins shed
it plays and flickers
a juvenile fire
dying and reforming
frothing and flowing
turning on a dime
a glacial river
fresh but full of sediment
ferrying life from peak to basin
carving grooves in bedrock
dragging stones along the bottom
Who set me to this rhythm?
What put me on this path?
I navigate a sea of doors,
with Time’s heat on my back.
Whose wisdom do I take
when each negates the last?
When contradicting masters
fix students to the past?
My people are abandoned
their time is bought and sold.
Their joy is filed down by fear
and promises of gold.
I follow simple patterns.
I keep to roads worn old.
When shining towers shout commands
I don’t do what I’m told.
My teacher is the surging sky.
My school is Nature’s Way.
In life I study for the test.
In death I graduate.